Podcast, 2007-06-04
Link: https://sivaramaswami.media/audio/SRS_20070604_TOR.mp3/
Japa
was extraordinarily wonderful experience this morning. I have not completed all
my rounds and I did not really want to stop, then this podcast would have gone
up really, really too late. So I did. Still chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa is so
wonderful, so much the only real activity that we have, everything else being
complementary to it, secondary to it, meant to help us increase our attachment
for it, calling out, like Śrīla Prabhupāda would say, as a child calls out to
his mother, we are chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa.
But
what does it mean, chanting Hare Krishna like a child? Because there is
Caitanya Mahāprabhu who says,
[Cc. Antya 20.32, Śikṣāṣṭaka 5]
We are fallen
in this material world. We are in this material condition. And like a mother,
when she sees that her child has fallen on the ground and is crying, what does
she do? She does not leave him there, but she opens up her arms, she bows down
and she lifts him up. She lifts that baby up to where she is, places her to her
breast and embraces her.
So when
we are also chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa, we are crying out for Kṛṣṇa, begging for Kṛṣṇa.
I am also patitaṁ, I am also fallen here in this
material existence. It is not a place that I like, it is a horrible place. Although
there may be so many nice facilities, but it is a place where I am separate
from Kṛṣṇa. Please lift me up.
We want
Kṛṣṇa to extend his hands. We are looking upward to him. Upward means not
particularly in a direction above our heads, but reaching out rather with our
hearts to Kṛṣṇa in that place, where he is. And we are asking him to lift us up, to bring
us close to him, to embrace him, to lift us from this material platform, and
bring us up to the spiritual platform.
And in
the same way, Caitanya Mahāprabhu says,
sthita-dhūlī-sadṛśaṁ vicintaya [Cc. Antya 20.32, Śikṣāṣṭaka 5]
This
desire to be spiritually situated, to achieve the spiritual platform, to be
free from the fetters and miseries material existence. But better yet, to
actually be able to render pure devotional service with spiritually enlivened,
purified senses in knowledge of, as Lord Caitanya says,
ayi nanda-tanūja kiṅkaraṁ [Cc. Antya 20.32, Śikṣāṣṭaka 5]
Kiṅkara means to actually be a servant. Kim kara, it is such a beautiful word. Kim kara or kim kari. Kim means what, and kara - do. So – “what can I do?” Is it not a wonderful world? When you are just in that mentality, what can I do?
As Śrīla
Prabhupāda also wrote to his guru maharāja in his last letter, he says:
- What
service can I render?
When
one has no other identity other than this, kiṅkara, what can I do? Then
he's called a kiṅkara or a kiṅkarī. So, then he is situated in
his original spiritual position. Being situated in an original position with
purified senses, we want to be able to render service to Kṛṣṇa like that. It is
not suitable being in this material world, even if we are fortunate enough to
be situated in the mode of goodness. Still, the distraction of happiness that
comes from transcendental knowledge of being freed from material miseries and
peaceful, that is also not a spiritual platform. Because, although it may be a
peaceful situation, it is still foreign to our real spiritual identity.
So, in
this way, our japa is for real. Our chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa is calling out to Kṛṣṇa:
- Please, please, lift me up to that place where
you are.
And it
requires him to lift us up. Just like a child cannot, on his own, climb up into
the lap of his mother. A little baby cannot do that. It requires lifting up,
and that is called sādhana. So,
kṛti-sādhyā bhavet sādhya-
bhāvā sā sādhanābhidhā (CC, Madhya 22.105)
Rūpa
Gosvāmī says: This is sadhana. When your
mentality, the mood of devotion by which one is chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa, you are
doing everything, is just to come to that really satisfactory place of
rendering the original service, which is the spiritual platform.
This
type of abhimān, or identity, conception, absorption is what we want.
Japa is not just pacing back and forth to finish our round, to get things
finished so we can actually get on with the important thing of our service, but
rather being absorbed in a certain mood.
This
morning, while chanting, I was also meditating or thinking upon wonderful verse
of Raghunātha Dāsa Goswāmī, where he is also lamenting or rather praying for
that time, when he will be able to see Rādhā and Kṛṣṇa as they are scrolling
through the forest of Vrindāvan arm in arm, singing songs of each other's
glorification, while the flowers, or rather the trees shower flowers upon them,
and perhaps other gopīs also scattering flowers in their way. The birds
are also singing in chorus and accompaniment to their songs. In fact,
everything - the leaves, the rustling of the trees by the wind, everything is
also participating in the glorification of the Divine Couple. And as they are
strolling along with radiant smiles, side-long glances, and all those who see
them, become overwhelmed with bliss, and even those who are absorbed in thought
of them, feel a great art-search of emotion within your heart.
But
still, I am unfortunate, because I am having to think about this, I am having
to try to be absorbed in such thoughts, rather than actually be at that place
where those things are taking place.
So we
cry out, Hare Kṛṣṇa , Hare Rama! Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī, Lord Krishna, if perhaps
while they are strolling like this, they actually hear such real heartfelt
call, that heartfelt call, which rises above the rustling of the leaves of Vrindāvan
and the sounds of musical instruments played by their associates, and perhaps
they will also look down and reach up and also lift up those souls, who sing
with loud enough spiritual emotion to attract their attention.
Then, chanting
Hare Kṛṣṇa will be for real, and
meditation will not be long longer a exercise of the mind, but it is simply the
natural perception of the senses that our eyes are able to see the form of the
Lord, our ears hear their voices, our nose - the natural fragrance of Vrindāvan
Dhāma, perhaps one day that wonderful opportunity will come. All we can do is
simply chant.
Hare Krishna.
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